I think I get it now.
You get to the crag with your buddies and the air falls silent. Sure, your friends are still talking but you are staring at a large piece of stone and you are setting your goals " this must go down".
You tell yourself it must go down on the first try.
You psyche yourself up and before you even touch the rock you are pumping blood into your forearms at an unhealthy speed.
Then you get to the crux, you have been struggling the whole way, fighting yourself, scared of falling, or failing or pumping out.
Are you having fun yet?
Thus far on this trip, I have not been able to send a single project until I have been able to let go.
mmm. Cliche song titles...
LET GO!!!!
What does let go mean?
Stop caring.
stop thinking.
stop stressing.
How is this accomplished?
moves.
listen to your own breathing, try to make a pattern.
Visualize the climb, dream about it, understand that it WILL go, that is not a variable.
It is just a matter of when.
and you know what... yea.
you gotta face the F***ing music!!!
big plans this week, big plans.
woop.
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